Friday, February 14, 2014

A day in the life of a Broken raid – release 4.2 edition (old post)



Many won't get every reference as this was 4.2 and we are in 5.4.X, but it made me laugh.

O Chat:  Guys, so what are we doing tonight?

O Chat:  9 people signed up and 2 are tent. 

O Chat:  Its 8:55, where is Taki? 

O Chat:  Running late as usual, he is such a hypocrite.  Mocking Taki, “guys, we need to be on time, but don’t start without me I need EP bonus”

O Chat (Chris):  Where’s Waldo???

O Chat:  groan…..

Ishin:  Its 8:57, what are we doing tonight?  I didn’t quit Unob for this shit…

Random Officer:  Ish, when Taki is on we will form group and get going.  Patience is a virtue.

Ishin:  Your mother is a virtue!

Taki logs on at 9:02

Porkofdoom:  Sorry I am late guys, RL shit in my mouth today

O Chat (Taki):  Did you guys start a group yet?

O Chat: Um, no, we were waiting on the GM/MT , you know??

Officer:  Group forming, please get off alts and stop fishing or running old ghey raids for transmorgifuckation.

Raid forms and is ready to proceed into FL (aka MC)

Mav:  There is a lot of trash in here, imma afk for it.

Taki:  Take tampon out and heal.

Mav:  Pop a cd once in awhile and I wouldn’t whine about it.

Chris:  Want some cheese with that wine?

Guild:  groan…………

O Chat (Taki):  Think the kids are happy in our guild.  They are awfully quiet. 

O Chat:  Wouldn’t you be?  Between the homoerotic epitaphs, on the cusp racial slurs, degradation of each other’s RL characteristics I am surprised they haven’t joined Enders.

Mav:  My app in Enders is in final review….

O Chat (Chris):  I guess we really are “Broken”

O Chat goes silent as Mav pulls a Waldo and cuts himself

Officer whisper to another officer:  Did he just say that?

Trash cleared, raid staring at Bethliac.

Dulcet:  Taki, can you countdown the pull so I can prepot.

O Chat:  Wow, nice, Dulcet pre-pots, that is good.

O Chat:  Did Waldo ever pre-pot? 

O Chat (Chris):  Not unless he smoked prior to raid…

O Chat:  omg…

Taki:  (in response to Dulcet) Um, yeah, sure np

Taki 10 seconds later

Taki:  5------4---321- GO!!!

Duclet:  FFS!

Raid wipes.

Vape:  What happened there?

Fray: Um, I fell from web while healing Taki.

Vape: Why?

Fray:  DSL and laptop.

Vape:  Ok, guys, I think we need to redo the strat this is obviously not working.  I am aussie and Aussie>Americans. 

O Chat:  Can we mute him from vent?

Mav:  Redo her the same way, it worked last week.

Vape:  I’ll go and respec, that may give me 50 more HPS to get us over the hump here.

Biz logs on from hotel….

Guild:  BIZ!!!

Biz DC’s….

Guild:  Fail…

Guild:  Napalm,  is Insom upset that Broken leapfrogged them?

Nambla: They are pulling a Waldo as we speak, all self mutilating until H Bale is down and 6/7 H happens…

O Chat (Taki):  I want to be better than SOU

O Chat:  You are insane, try getting here 5 minutes prior to raid and we’ll talk…

Raider 1:  Dulcette, can you drop cookies?

Raider 2:  It’s pronounced DULCET!  As in DULL-SET!

Raider 1: Ok ok, dulCHETTE, can I get…

Raider 2:  /facepalm







Thursday, February 13, 2014

The Dilemma

Intro

Last night I engaged in a fruitful and interesting conversation with 2 of my fellow raiders, Dr. Truf and Indiana Jones Freggos. The topics were scattered, but one that I felt was worthy of a blog on this snowy day in NJ was about the time when one quits WOW.

Quitting Time?

I started playing this game when I was 28 years old and am now 38 years old. A decade and nearly 25% of my life has had me immersed in this game. When am I too old to continue playing? 40? 45? 50? There in lies the dilemma as I am having more fun now than ever and cannot see when I want to quit in the foreseeable future. When I do quit, what will I do to fill that time? To fill that socialization as it isn't just a game, but a social exercise that is no different than people chatting/communication on Facebook or some other social media or even a book club. I have been a gamer ever since my godparents bought me an Atari 2600 when I was 6 years old or so. I still remember Megamania, Kaboom, Berserk, and Warlords. I still have my WORKING Atari and the cartridges as a memory of where it all began. Similarly to quitting WOW, I cannot ever imagine throwing the Atari and the games away. The xpac titled WOD brings in so many appealing options and changes that I am really excited for it and think Blizzard did an excellent job in making “normal” raiding less committal and to allow communities of people and friends back into game. This may be the first xpac I am looking forward to, but am not ready for it yet. I am still enjoying MoP as the raiding in it was awesome.

My Dilemma

Some people reading this probably know my current personal situation, but I won't get into that here. At least not yet or until things are final. What I will say is, a non-gamer, perhaps even non-MMO player, never truly understand this game. Introducing the concept to people who are foreign to the MMO model look at me with a look of juvenile assumptions that this 6'4” grown man engages in this childish activity so heavily. Barring the perfect scenario where you date/marry someone who is a gamer and even better, a MMO player, even BETTER, a GOOD MMO player, the rest of us are relegated to trying to explain that it isn't just a game while eyes roll and an understanding of our “obsession” are never understood. Will anyone that isn't a gamer ever understand?

Sharing

Perhaps for me, maybe I wouldn't even want a gamer partner. Perhaps this is my alone time, my time with my own thoughts and my own “hobby”. I am not so sure, but I see this as an escape for many people, including me, it certainly is a way for me to shut off my brain from real life and to engage fully in Azeroth and WOW and with people in game that I have met over the last decade. When I am playing, thoughts of bills, children, wives, kid bday parties, weather, work, sex, life goals, exercise, car repairs, house repairs, chores, laundry, dishes, etc. do not play into my mind . I am, in most cases, focused at the task at hand in game, unless I am in LFR, then I just AFK and dream that it's over already. The irony is, “the one girl that got away”, who was also my first real girlfriend that wasn't blown up, played video games and we had a great relationship for the 2 years we dated many many moons ago. She had a SNES and we used to play Mario Cart and some Donkey Kong game similar in style to Super Mario Brothers. We did enjoy playing together and had fun.

Wine/Spirits/Beer

I know when I start talking beer to some of my raiders in raid (e.g. Maisee and Feelings and Freggos lately) some people tune out, but having a few beers and raiding and discussing the beers is a lot of fun to me. Now that I have discovered it irks/bores some people, it makes me even more fun. ;) I do have an obsession with all things liquor, but not in a drink to get drunk sort of way (except Friday Flex runs), it is more in the way of exploration and the history lessons and culture. I love the history of liquor through antiquity to present times. The allure of wine, its many regions, the variety and 1000s of grape varietals, the assortment of tastes and food pairings, wine is awesome. Craft beer is my obsession lately, but that is because of the beer renaissance that has finally exploded on the East Coast and the availability and brewing of so many tasty and worthwhile beers. Having a few beers each night is fun to me especially while raiding or playing WOW. I used to be a wine/spirit columnist for 6 years for a local NJ magazine and miss that, maybe if I quit wow ever, I can try and get back into that and fill the void. I can already tell by my hits on my beer reviews, this guild and blog is not the right audience for my beer reviews. ;)

Conclusion

I think I have gone full circle here, but the reality is, I don't know what I want, I guess we all choose what is important to us. Right now, WOW is a part of my life as crazy as that may seem to some, but entirely normal to others. I know some folks (like Reluu) have no issue admitting to co-workers/family members that she is a gamer, I envy her courage, my WOW playing is a dirty little secret with only a select few that know I even play. I am sure with nearly 8 million subs, it wouldn't shock many people, but I fear the stigma that would be placed on me if I openly admitted it. So, am I quitting soon? No, will I quit after WOD? The real answer is, maybe, I will for the first time have that internal struggle...er...discussion with myself about if it is time to hang it up for good. I am not sure what I accomplished here, but I have a hankering to dust off my Atari and drink some beer right now.



Tuesday, February 11, 2014

The Decay




Intro

I have been saying for a while now in vent and probably in guild chat that I feel like I have become a better raid leader over time (although I cannot even remember when I became the defacto RL in DGF/Broken, I’ll need to consult some older members of DGF/broken), but I feel like I am becoming a “worse” raider.  I figured it was time to blog about it to some degree with no real idea of where to start or end up, but here we go.

Raid Leading

PREP PREP PREP!  I do my homework, I really do, I don’t just watch fatboss videos and read Icy Veins and VOILA boss is dead gasping for air getting teabagged by my raiders within 1-5 pulls.  I pine through 100s of posts on mmochampion and other forums and look for secret nuggets of information or tips/tricks to give the teams I am leading the edge and adjust the strat to meet the strengths/weaknesses of my raiders.  (runon sentence, I know, go away Dr. Truffasaurus) The fatboss videos are great, but those guys are pro players, dare I say hardcore (I  will be blogging about hardcore raiders and my definition of it oneday), but yes, they are the real definition of hardcore raiders.  If we were as good as FatBoss and put in as much time as them and raided on the PTR, MAYBE we could just do what they do and /WIN. 

Addons

I can’t raid or play without them.  Weak auras, Hermes, and BigWigs are my 3 essential raiding and raid leading addons.  I use BigWigs to emphasize countdowns to let me know when a boss ability is coming to warn the raid.  Hermes to track raid cds to call them out.  Weak auras to monitor my procs and timers and other CDs such as how long dev aura or ralling cry is up for so I can time the next CD for a burn phase or a point of high damage.  Addons are a huge part of the game now, especially for me, I cannot and will not play without them.

Raid Awareness

I feel more raid aware, but sometimes, YES, sometimes, I may die due to watching too much stuff and trying to call it all out when we are first learning a fight.  Is it overkill that I am trying to watch everything?  Perhaps, but I feel the measure of success is measured by the goals set and achieved and Team Moist has reached every goal since its inception in T14 and surpassed its T16 goals, so, “I wave my private parts at you” to any naysayer about my approach. 

Control Freak

Yes, I like to be the floor general if I could use a basketball term.  I like to dictate the pace of the raid and outline the approach and I like my way to be honored and not discounted.  However, I do feel I let others contribute and recommend things as things unfold in the execution of a new boss, but ultimately, I like to have the final say.  Could I delegate more responsibility to others?  Probably, but admittedly I am a bit of a control freak.  So, again, “your mother was a hamster and your father smelt of elderberries.”

Cooldowns

Yup, I like to control and call out each one.  We aren’t fat boss who probably coordinates these CDs in forum or in PTR testing, so I take that duty upon myself.  Overkill?  I do not think so and I think I have proven to many that it works especially in non-hardcore teams.

My Performance

So, with all the sections above something has to falter and it is my performance.  I used to be a meter maid, if I wasn’t #1, I strived to be #1, and a lot of raiding was 25 man not 10 man, so being #1 out of 25 was an accomplishment.  I needed to be #1 at all times and would do whatever it took to be #1 within reason.  I was not raid leading until at some point (which I already mentioned I need to find out when it was) , I was merely watching myself and doing what I did on my lock as a ranged dps or a healer to pump out DPS or HPS.  My numbers aren’t shit, but they would/could be better if I wasn’t raid leading.  The game has changed a great deal and the sheer amount of mechanics to account for has increased tier by tier and xpac by xpac.  In 25 mans, it could have been that my fps was higher than half the raid and I had no input lag and therefore, with an equal skilled raider, I could do more DPS or HPS.  The number of spells has increased too, which may be why Blizz is adding no new spells in WOD, there are already enough.  CD usage and management feels imperative right now and is probably why Blizz said raid CDs will probably only remain with healer classes in WOD.  The CD management game and class stacking for certain CDs, alla Pallies on Thokk, is becoming a problem or necessity for some bosses.  We shall see though. 

Conclusion

I do want to blog more about raid leading and leading a team one of these days as I think there are elements of raid leading not mentioned here that are as important as the execution of raid mechanics and CD management.  I am by no means the perfect raid leader, but I have my style, my approach, and tweak it as necessary.  I do my best to keep my numbers up and not be the reason for fail, but it happens sometimes where I am the goat and it is my turn in the barrel.  All in all, for someone that drinks beer in every raid, I think I could be a lot worse!  Anyway, thanks to all that follow me into virtual battle each week and to those that have raided with me in the past.  I will raise a beer to you all and eat some more goldfish in your honor.

Wednesday, February 5, 2014

Pliny the Elder (beer review)

The Wait

After a 45 minute stationary bike ride, my anticipation and thirst grew for this IPA I have been waiting to try for a long time.  The bike timer beeped and the 45 mins were up, my heart was racing for more than one reason.  I had been under the weather for 10 days and this legendary beer was waiting for me so patiently in my fridge with plenty of friends; many from Vermont such as Lawson's and Heady Topper, yet Pliny didn't feel embarrassed or ashamed or out of place, perhaps because its the older of the two bottlings, the Elder
and not the Younger, so it shed its shyness long ago.

The Reveal

The bottle is opened, the classic IPA bouquet escapes.  I poured it into a Nebco Gandi-bot tulip glass, my new favorite, the color unfolded into an amber-gold liquid with foamy white head and its appearance was clear and clean, not cloudy or muddled, this is purity.  Sour pineapple, starfruit, some bitterness on the front and back of the palate, but very much in a near perfect balance.  No heavy resin or citrus, but some pine notes.  It tickled the tongue with hints of granny smith apples, but is very crisp and sharp, this beer is pungent.  Some IPAs tend to overload on the sweet malty notes, this has none of that, just an essence of a well-made IPA that does what it is supposed to do, be fresh, be clean,
ample bitterness, some fruit notes, and ultimately just refreshing.

The Conclusion

Anyone comparing this to Heady Topper really must redefine what types of beer Heady Topper and Pliny the Elder aspire to be.  Is the better than Hill's Abner or Double Citra or Lawsons Triple Play or Double Sunshine or Heady Topper?  Not to my palate.  Is this what a "west coast" IPA tastes like?  I do not sense a categorical difference in taste in Pliny the Elder then I do some mid country and east coast IPAs.  Honestly, I still do not even understand what east vs west coast IPAs even refers to in flavor profile.  Is this a 100 point beer as Beer Advocate rates?  I wouldn't rate it that high.  It resembles too many other high quality IPAs on the market to be a true 100.  To me, it is a 95, but is a beautifl brew and I was happy to finally get to set my lips and treat my tastebuds to it.  Thanks Bob.

Wednesday, January 29, 2014

Who Needs Sleep? (old entry)

Another old post to show my raiding schedule insanity during MoP and Throne of Thunder...

Sleep?  I’ll sleep when I am……dead done raiding

I am self-proclaimed wow obsessed, more than that, I am healer obsessed.  With 3 raiding healers and 2 ToT normal ready healers, it can easily be said that I have severe problems and should seek help immediately, unfortunately when I did seek help, Thrall told me to go do Battlefield Barrens and how could I deny the REAL warchief?!  So, I started farming mobs, hey, it is better than dailies….
In game, I am the official Raid Leader of 2 Masochistic Tendencies raid teams, Team Moist and Team Reborn and on an alliance raid team on Draenor in the guild Palidrons.
I started really thinking about where I am in game and what commitments I have made and decided it was time to get it on paper and then to share.  So, here it is in table format.

Day Tues Wed Thurs Friday Sat Sun Mon
Time OFF 930-12am 930-12am 1130-2am 1130-2am 10-12am 930-12am
Team n/a Team Moist Team Moist Palidrons guild on Draenor Palidrons guild on Draenor Team Reborn Team Reborn
Class n/a Paladin Paladin Shaman Shaman Priest  Priest
Spec n/a Holy Holy Resto Resto Disc Disc
Hours of Raid 0 2.5 2.5 2.5 2.5 2 2.5
Hours of Sleep 5-6 5-6 5-6 4-5 4-5 5-6 5-6

Total hours in raid a week = 14.5 hours
Total hours of sleep in a week = 33 – 40 hours
Total hours in game a week = I really don’t want to know…

Add this schedule to a wow hating wife, a 4 year old boy, a 1 year old boy, a cat, and a 40 hour a week job and it’s a party!  I guess this post should be renamed to “addicted” rather than “sleep” as the undertone.
Ironically, I don’t feel a bit of burnout and on Tuesday, my night off, I get bored within an hour of logging on and am annoyed that I cannot find a pug on the dead Uldaman server (praying 5.4 fixes that!)
Recently, I spent time in LFR learning/mastering, or trying to at least, the art of fistweaving.  Certainly, different than attonement, but fun and different enough to be new and a very good compliment to the “easy” monk healing rotation.   I can’t deny the fact that punching things in the taint and healing while doing it feels really good.  I just need to remember to keep the damn jade statue 20 yds from raiders.  It was the last thing I wasn’t knowledgeable on in the healing category so I started to work on it in my spare time.  I am still working it out to get better at it where it becomes natural and part of my muscle memory as attonement healing does.  If I had to choose, disc priests tend to be my favorite healing class/spec right now, though changes to resto shaman are exciting and I love the 5.x changes thus far even if it is a touch underpowered in 10 man.

Also, I recently started subscribing and listening to a number of WOW podcasts and am actively watching the PTR patch notes almost daily for changes.  For podcasts I am a big fan of CTR and Legendary and recently My Epic Heals.  I even sent My Epic Heals an email to see if I could somehow contribute as someone with 3 raiding healers with full clears on all 3 with some boss tips for each class.   They will probably ignore me and tell me to goto bed and get some sleep.
Anyway, so, what is a standard day for me?  Let’s pretend it is Wednesday, Team Moist raid night # 1.
    1. Wake up at 6 am
    2. Make morning pee-pee
    3. Pack 3 bottles for the 1 year old
    4. Make coffee for myself
    5. Feed yogi the cat who is meowing as if he’s never been fed and rubbing up on my legs (feels good, I can’t lie)
    6. Wake the 1 year old, change diaper, pray he didn’t shit himself, stick him in his carrier, turn on TV to Nick Jr
    7. Wake the 4 year old, pry him out of bed as every answer is NO, help him get dressed, lay him on couch to watch Nick Jr with 1 year old until I am ready
    8. Lay out my clothes for work
    9. Brush teeth and shower
    10. Get dressed
    11. Pack car with bags and coffee and work laptop
    12. Start car and turn AC or heat on
    13. Set alarm, turn tv off, grab kids
    14. In car by 7:15-7:30 am
    15. 7:30 am-7:45 am, arrive at my parents house (aka grandparent daycare), drop kids off
    16. Drive 1 hour and 15 mins to work
    17. Listen to podcasts on way to work
    18. Arrive at work by 8:30 am
    19. Work til 11:30ish am
    20. Get lunch, surf MT forum, formulate strats, check logs, whatever, but 90% of the time, wow related
    21. 12:30ish, get back to work
    22. Leave work at 5 pm
    23. Listen to podcasts on way home from work
    24. Home by 5:45-6pm
    25. Feed kids
    26. Help bathe kids
    27. Play with kids
    28. Kids in bed by 8pm
    29. Optional:  watch an episode of Sons of Anarchy or Dexter with wife (all nights except Wed/Thurs)
    30. I go downstairs to my dungeon and logon
    31. Raid
    32. Come back upstairs to bed
    33. Optional:   Think of alternate boss strat if applicable
    34. Ask wife if she wants to make a baby
      (She always says no)
    35. I then sing, “sweet dreams, sleep tight, don’t let the bed bugs bite”
    36. Wife twitches and gets mad
      (I smile)
    37. Sleep for 5-6 hours
    38. Pray 1 year old stays asleep all night
    39. Dream of killing Heroic Lei Shen
    40. BBBEEEPPPP, alarm, its 6 am
    41. Rinse Repeat….

Reflections on the Cataclysm (old entry)

Another older blog post, but my reflections on Cata as an xpac



For me personally, this xpac was my most wild ride since I started playing WoW.  Back in vanilla is a close second, I had a guild that split in half and then reformed and split again and I lost my DKP 3 times!  Anyway, more so than any other xpac, I was the cliché, 110% immersed in this xpac called Cataclysm, where Deathwing reigned terror on the world….ooooo…scary.  I was actually told he can’t really be dead as he is a god per the lore.  Lore shmore, I just want to clear raid content.  Oddly enough, I LOVED the actual Warcraft 1-3 lore immensely and am even playing Warcraft 3 for the 4th time and I watch every cut scene.  Somehow, the more doesn’t entice me in WoW whatsoever as it feels uninteresting in the MMORPG setting.  It doesn’t matter though, Blizzard has me hook, line, and sinker – yeah, more clichés.  Woot!  So, here are my memories/reflections of Cataclysm.  I did my best to recall it all, but between my many loose and moist bowel movements and lots of drinking, it may get fuzzy and I may cross timelines.

Cata release and the grind to 85

From the outset and release of Cata I speed leveled a pally as prot with a holy offspec, but holy would be my raid spec/main spec when I got to 85.  At 85, I tanked heroics as one of the guild tanks that was geared enough to be able to tank and get people geared.  I only really healed in 5 man heroic PUGs, which I love to do and I have eluded to this in the past as a way to fine tune your skills with unpredictable puggers and bad tanks.  It felt like an eternity to 85 with no guild perks or rest bonus, but I got finally got there with great disgust.  I fing HATE leveling with these horrendously boring kill 10 of these and come back then kill more until a piece of their nosehair falls out and collect 10 of those nosehairs and then come back AGAIN, THEN you can kill the boss of the noisehair clan and come back and I will give you a green piece of gear that will replace that epic purple from your last xpac that you spent weeks waiting for it to drop.  Yah!  I swore up and down I wouldn’t level more than a few 85s in Cata due to the awful grind to 85.  Spoiler alert:  I now have 10 85s and a 68 rogue that I just can’t level anymore.  /fme
At 85 and 329 ilevel (I think that was the ilevel needed), I most of all enjoyed the difficulty of the heroic 5 mans.  They truly felt….heroic!  I felt they were like vanilla and even TBC in difficulty.  CC was needed and using an entire healer arsenal was needed.  Then they nerfed them and I do understand why, I finally get the Blizzard model after so many years.  Anyway, 5 mans all became a face roll.  Luckily, the raids were there for the challenge, pre-nerf of course.  I hate that I have to use the word pre-nerf, but this is world of warcraft 2012.  Apparently everyone deserves to see end game….even Rakrah.
Weeks after Cata launch, Broken had enough to start running BWD and we formed 2×10 and started raiding.  Now the real fun would begin!

ZA/ZG

Sometime during Cata, I think 4.1, Blizz re-introduced ZA and ZG as heroic 5 mans for 353 gear.  Both were pieces of shit as raids in vanilla and TB  (20 man and a 10 man at the time), so seeing them again was like seeing my GI doctor. (check forums for the story of moist if you are unfamiliar with my GI doctor stories, they are shittastic!)  Like a good and obsessed altoholic, I ran ZA/ZG MORE THAN 200 times to completion (not counting partial runs) to get pre-raid BiS gear for all my alts (I do not know why except there was nothing else to do).  I went through all my dungeon achievements of all my toons to verify the number of completed ZA/ZG runs when someone in guild asked me how many times I ran them and I was shocked and horrified at the total number of ZA/ZG runs I had completed.  On some level, it was a low point for me and I can’t tell you how many people sucked at the last boss in ZG.  It was amazing at the fail, but I sort of chuckled at times.  Healing bad tanks and dpsers on that fight was truly challenging and oftentimes fun.

T11 Raiding and The great divide

So, Broken started raiding BWD with 2 groups.  It was quickly really apparent that some people couldn’t handle the demands of raiding after the culmination of ICC which you could spam anything and have noi mana issues or rage issues or whatever.  Mostly the healers struggled as in ICC mana was no issue and all of a sudden 25% through many boss fights some of the Broken healers were now oom and qqing.  /wtf Both groups hit walls.  A “super” grp was assembled to down Chogall, Al’Akir, and Nefarion all pre-nerf for the guild.  This was the beginning of the end of 2×10 for Broken.  It was abundantly clear some people were being carried through content and hurting any type of real progression that more than 50% of the guild desired.  The great divide of skill was more apparent than ever and more obvious than Rakrah being one of the worst tanks on the entre Uldaman server.  The call was heard by Officers and the GL and the decision was made to form one group and bring the worthy and the most committed to raid.  We never got more than a few heroics down in T11, Halfus and Chimareon.  Chimy was a tough fight on heroic.  We spent 2-3 full nights on it before we got it down, but it was a glorious victory when we did and sort of solidified this new focused group idea.  Of course, FL was coming and we all waited for that.  I think we could have done more T11 heroics with our new 1×10 progression focused group, but we merely ran out of time.

Firelands

This tier was probably one of Broken’s best.  Getting all 7 bosses down pre-nerf.  Rag down the week before nerf.  That was a thrilling kill.  Vent exploded with cheers when we got it.  It felt damn good as it was not an easy fight and I slept really well.  I even woke up my wife to tell her.  She grumbled and told me to f off.  I tried to mount her, but she bucked me off.  In FL, I LOVED the Baleroc fight.  My favorite since healing Dreamwalker, the dragon in ICC, the mechanic of building stacks and then swapping to keep the tank up from HUGE dmg was different and awesome.  After the huge flat FL nerf, Broken did a good job at getting 6/7H rather quickly without really stumbling much.  Broken even beat Insomnia (one of Uldaman’s finest guilds now) to 6/7H before DS release was announced.  As a guild we decided to not even try H Rag which was deemed a guild killer plus we were sort of close to DS.  It was a crowning glory for the guild that unfortunately was short lived.
At the same time as being a member of Broken, I wanted to raid more and joined a weekend alliance guild called Dark Carnival on Ysera as a resto shaman (who was my least favorite healer, but have learned to “love”).  At the time DC was 6/7 Normal FL with only one rag kill.  I joined, as well as a few others to replace gquitters, and we got rag down a few weeks later, then drama ensued and I left the guild to join a startup guild called Evening of Score.  That grp/guild consistently downed reg Rag each week, but never got into heroics.  There was drama brewing and gkicks up the wazoo.  Trouble was on the horizon for this newly formed guild.

Dragon Soul

Broken hit the DS raid hard upon release as FL was as stale as poo.  I was away on travel, but wrote cliff notes for every DS normal fight that could be read within a minute or 2.  I want to say Broken got 6/8 in week 1, but cannot recall anymore (see paragraph 1 about too much drinking and pooing to remember clearly).  Then 7/8 and finally 8/8, all pre-nerf.  That was a milestone for the guild, all Cataclysm normal bosses downed pre-nerf and it wasn’t 1 week prior to nerfs like with FL and rag, so it felt like DS might be a bigger success than FL!  It felt good and Broken was paving the way to being something more than the casual guild back that started back in TBC that entered Kara with pvp gear!
At the same time, over in Evening of Score, that guild got to Spine and downed it FINALLY after having to carry a 3rd healer through it.  Unfortunately, not long after that, the next week actually, that guild broke up as startup guilds are a great idea in theory, but take way more than saying “we want a drama free raid environment” to be successful.  Drama is unfortunately part of this game.  Officers need to keep it in check, that is their primary job, they just don’t know it or deny it. J  Anyway, the leadership could not deal with the drama and the guild became unglued.  I was sort of RLing for them at the same time as RLing for Broken so it was a touch exhausting too.  RLing 5 nights a week.
So, after EoS went to shit, I transferred my shaman back to Uldaman and joined Masochistic Tendencies on my resto shaman and joined Yakk’s Sun/Mon group.  That group got the first DS Madness kill for the guild at 5% nerf.  We almost had it the week before, but we fell a little short and ran out of time.  I wanted it bad too.  I blame Giz, he wasn’t there , but his spirit must have been.
At the same time Broken was immersed in heroic DS.  H Morchok was a joke then we got to H Yorsack.  Broken got him after 40 tries at 0%.  2/8H at 0% wasn’t too bad and another milestone.  Broken then proceeded to go 6/8H all with a max of 10% DS nerf.  Then the guild unraveled.  It wasn’t H Spine as Broken barely got into it (maybe 4 pulls?), but the repetitive mistakes on H Hag and H Warm that led to finger pointing and comments like, “this should be farm” plus having unstable groups week after week hurt morale.  Add that to losing some of our long standing members due to burnout and the release of D3, and raids were too hard to maintain, so we shut it down for a bit.  It happens when you have a guild going for as long as Broken has been going and you drop down to one focused 10 man group with little to no real bench.  Broken tried to institute a 2nd group and recruit for it, but the DS boredom was in full effect now.  New recruits showed up once and disappeared.
After Broken stopped raiding and Yakk’s Sunday group disbanded, I helped the Wed/Thurs heroic group as a fill-in when spots were open.  Eventually my priest got a core spot in the group and that group is now 8/8H DS.  The kill was after 5.04 released, but a kill is a kill!
I also rejoined Dark Carnival on Ysera on my resto shammy where the guild went through a rename and became The Night Shift.  My recommendation was “Moist” and it received 2 votes.  1 by me and 1 by one other guy.  Anyway, they had just lost 5 core members and mass recruited.  After a 1-2 week gelling period we finished H DS at 25% and have been each week.  This was a personal milestone for me.  I had never downed ANY end boss on heroic or prior to heroics, no end boss at all in my wow career.  I am hoping to work off of this success and make it a goal of mine in each xpac and tier in wow from now on.  These challenges are what give me my endorphin rush and why I play this game of ours.
In Cata I had 216 total Heroic DS Kills with 10 H Madness (as of Sept 11).  This isn’t meant to tug on my epeen, but merely a snapshot of the involvement/commitment I had in this xpac at a personal level.  Prior to this release, my kill total was probably not even half of that in any one raid.  Add to that I raided with every one of my healers.  3 progressively and one as a filler or for group 2 raids.  A time consuming action packed xpac for me to say the least. More cliché!

MoP

Even with all the time spent in Cata, with only a few weeks left until MoP, I am pumped for it.  The talents, new raids, new 5 mans, all look and sound great so far.  Not looking forward to grinding to 90, but hopefully it won’t be as painful this time around.  I also can’t wait to create Mavrosmoist, my Monk moistweaver.
So, that is it, my personal reflections, trials, and tribulations from the Cataclysm.  Hoping to build on the fun I had in Cata in MoP and keep it rolling.

The Endorphin Rush (old entry)

I had posted these on a different blog, but now that I have my own blog I want them here.  Most probably haven't even read it anyway....

Certain things in life give you that hard to achieve endorphin rush.  That moment where your body tenses up, you get nervous, perhaps sweaty, nervously awaiting to feel the rush, and either the moment happens or it doesn’t.  The achieved or lost feeling has now past, but you continue to try and find more of those elusive endorphin rush moments in life wherever they may be.  For me, in WoW, it’s the thrill of a new boss kill, but not any boss kill, the right circumstances must fall in line for it to be a true rush.  Some kills feel better than others.  Here are a few I can remember:

LK 10 man

I was in the guild Broken at the time and we had 2-3 ICC 10 groups and 1 ICC 25 man group.  We raided Tues/Wed as ICC 25 and then broke into 10 man groups.  4 days of raiding was fine I guess for most back then and now people get scared at 3, but I digress.  No group could get to or down LK.  Pretty sure all grps were stuck at or near Sindragosa except one group which was stuck on LK.  Just needed a little more.  As a guild we decided to form a super grp, grab the best 10 and best makeup to make it happen.  We formed up and got in there.  For those that don’t remember it was a 3 phase fight with 2 intermediate transition phases, dare I saw, intermissions.  (sound familiar…)  Anyway, we get through P1, P1.5, P2, P2.5 pretty easily then P3.  We never got this far so cleanly, all raiders are still  up.  I start to get that excited feeling, almost like the first taste of beer or an alcoholic drink after a long hard days work or perhaps even when single when the first ‘touch’ happened or if you finally got a bathroom after holding it in for 3 hours, ok, maybe not so much the bathroom part.  Anyway, I remember being on my disco priest even though my main was a holy pally, but you needed the bubbles for that one effect in P1 which I cannot remember the name now.  The rotation of defile then Valkyrie, defile,then Valkyrie was all we had to do plus deal with the person targeted by the sword.  Someone gets swept in and they die.  Oh boy, here we go.  Valkyrie gets another.  As RL, I knew the fight ends at 10%, but some forgot or were too razor focused and too ingrained that 0% is the end.  We were close, 15%, I say 5% more, some are confused, a few more die.  I am still up as is another healer.  Then 11% and 10% and bang, fight “over”.  We don’t all immediately get excited because some are confused, I knew we got it and my endorphin level was an 8.  That last cut scene crap for last 10% was/is pretty stupid.  Still, we got it, and it felt fing good.  Arthas had it coming for a long time.

Nefarion v2

Pretty sure I got Nef in vanilla as BWL was around the time I quit or maybe it was around AQ, maybe both, I don’t really remember.  Anyway, again, 2×10 man grps, we started T11 with a 25 man, lost a few and went to 2×10 and split the talent.  It worked to an extent, but we again formed the super grp for first kills on Chogall, Alakir, and Nef.  Besides the platform jump thing, the fight wasn’t too bad.  We got it relatively easily, but p3 we were bad and the adrenaline started pumping.  People dying all over the place.  We got the kill with 3 people up and again, it felt good, some cheers, not as much as LK though.  This was the first tier Broken every got a regulation kill.  A full clear of normal content while it was current and not nerfed by some percentage.  So, it was truly a milestone and Broken had finally matured out of noobdom.

H Chimy

We had some time before FL came out so we dabbled in some heroics.  We only got 2, but H Chimy was the last one and only memorable one.  With over 50 wipes we worked hard on this one with the gimmick were you just need to keep people at 10K health and 1 tank at near full.  Of course, in heroic it was harder and we pooled a lot of CDs and random shit to get one down.  The only detail I really remember is that we did cheer when we got it, it felt good after all that work, but also burnt some folks out not used to that type of grind on one boss kill.

Ragnaros v2

I have played since vanilla and you would think my Rag kill in vanilla was memorable, but it was my first time raiding and I wasn’t RLing plus I was a noob.  I sort of just went with the flow.  Refreshed dots when it made sense as the 7 other locks had dots rolling too and dots used to get pushed off on bosses if I remember correctly.  There was a max!  My vanilla days are hazy at best, too much staying up until 2-3am raiding and barely awake for some kills.
So, fast forward to Cataclysm and Firelands.  We dropped to 1 group as the splitting talent thing wasn’t working and we were losing people to lack of progression.  So, we had talent pooled now, but if someone was out a week, we didn’t raid.  There was no pugging early on in FL.  So, we get through most of FL, slower than we wanted, but we were facing Rag in the last week before nerf.  This was it, we missed a lot of raids, but we had the group to do it.  We go in that week and learn it piece by piece.  3 phases and 2 intermediate phases again.  This fight was no joke, to date, the hardest normal difficulty boss I have faced.  2.5 hours are quickly dying down on our last raid day of the week before next week’s nerf.  1 shot left, 5 attempts ago we got to 10%.  Since then, too many mistakes, probably fatigue.  1 last one, let’s do EET.  All goes near perfect until the last tranny phase and we lose 1 or 2.  Then phase 3, blood lust and go.  Watch the fing meteors!  One by one the phase 3 is too much, but he is at 5%, 4%, 3% come on, all are dead, tanks, heals, everyone, except one Enhancement Shaman Jadeail.  The legend of Jade started in T11 when he was only one left on Alakir kill, but that fight was so stupid, most didn’t care.  Could Jade do it again?  This was Rag though, smacking tanks around, tossing multiple meteors. 4%,  2%, 1%, 0%.  COME ON JADE is what we were all thinking as everyone was dead silent.  Then, achievements fly through guild chat…VENT ERUPTED IN CHEERS, EVERYONE WAS SCREAMING, YELLING HOLY SHIT, and other obscenities.   My body was full of endorphins, at that very moment, I could have punched Mike Tyson and probably knocked him out. Somehow Jade did it, we don’t know how, they were at least 4 meteors, somehow he survived and finished Rag off.  The most epic kill to date for me.

Other memorable kills

After the Rag story all others pale in comparison, but I have had other great kills that gave me the rush.  Deathwing pre-nerf, H DS clear at 20% nerf, T14 full clear though Sha of Fear was anti-climactic, and t15 Lei Shen kill.  All were great in their own right, but none compared to Rag at the time, in the guild I was in, and the way it happened.

Dude, you only get endorphin rush from WoW kills?!

No, but this is a wow blog and internet porn has made sex less sexy and exciting.